Wow! I feel strange/terrible, I feel a bit like I got drugged by An Intelligence Agency & Kidnapped, like I got Abducted by Aliens & Experimented on, like I had a Panic Attack, like I got Food Poisoning, like I have a Bladder Infection, like I have Sleep Apnea, like I was Hypnotized & Mentally & Emotionally Manipulated, like I had Sleep Paralysis, like I might need to have my Prostate Gland checked, like I have Overactive Bladder, like I was going crazy, and more!
I do not even know where to start & I can barely type & I still feel a bit like I was drugged & so expect a lot of errors & missing details & I will probably adjust this post through-out the day as I remember things and/or fix errors, because my memory is Very Unclear & I feel strange, because throughout my experiences, something seemed to be trying to stop me from remembering, thinking, getting out of bed, my senses were very sensitive, I was afraid, I felt drugged or something, et cetera.
I literally could not get out of bed during most of this, it was like I was partly paralyzed at some parts but I could move & I was terribly weakened at other parts, and it was like something kept trying to put me back to sleep & it would.
When I tried to think about what was happening & what had happened to me, it was like something literally would try to stop me from remembering or even thinking about it & it would keep trying to make me think about something unimportant instead of thinking about what had happened to me and/or what was happening to me and/or what I had dreamed about (it was like no, do not think about that, this about this, but without words or sounds, it was through thoughts or knowing), and then it was like something would start putting me back to sleep, after each time that I would suddenly wake up for no clear reason.
At some parts I felt like something/someone was in the room and I woke up many times during the night for no reason and I was Afraid for no reason, even when I did not remember having a bad dream; I was so Afraid for no reason at some point, which was the only time that I was able to get out of bed, that I felt like I was starting to have a Panic Attack, & nothing consciously was bothering me (but I felt a deep fear for no clear reason).
My bladder was also hurting and I had to use the bathroom very badly again, then I walked around trying to relax & I almost started to get ready for if I needed to go to the Emergency Room, but then I got back in bed after I fought to stay calm; and I was not able to get out of bed during the rest of the experience(s).
I woke up many times feeling afraid for no reason & waking up for no reason, like something had happened to me or that something was in the room, but I could not get out of bed; but I could move & and I could think & try to relax, but something seemed to be blocking a lot of my memories & thoughts & it would try to replace some of my thoughts/memories with something else, and then I would be put back to sleep again, even when I wanted to get out of bed & even though I could move, but I was too weak & I would be put back to sleep again.
I had dreams, and I would wake up for no reason during or after each dream, feeling very afraid and my senses would be more sensitive than normal, and I could detect more things in the environment than normal; but I could not get out of bed, though/but I could move, and then I would be put back to sleep.
Each time that I woke up I would try to save parts of my dreams & experiences in my memory/mind, but it was like something was literally trying to block them and/or make me think about something else and/or make me forget and/or it was trying to replace my thoughts/memories with false ones, and so I had to fight to even save this much of my experiences/memories; but I would lose the fight each time eventually, and I would be put back to sleep again.
I remember that during some of the parts when/where I woke up, that I tried to think positive thoughts, I thought about my grandmother, I told myself to fight the Fear, which helped only a bit; and my senses were still very sensitive and I felt the/that extreme Fear deep at a Sub-Conscious Level and/or at other Levels & sometimes I wondered if I was going crazy or something, I felt like a scared little kid for no reason at all, & I could move but I could not climb out of bed due to weakness & something kept putting me back to sleep every time that I tried to even think about getting out-of-bed, it was like something could literally tell what I was thinking and it would block certain thoughts & it would instantly fight to put me back to sleep if I even thought about trying to get up, I remember even testing to see if something was trying to block & replace some of my thoughts & so each time that I thought about getting out of bed or tried to think deeply about what was/had happened to me, the thoughts would get blocked & replaced by/with something else, and something would tell me (not through words, but through thought or knowing) to go back to sleep, and then it felt like I was being tranquilized & I would try to fight it, but I would go back to sleep again.
Each time that I woke up for no reason, I could hear better, see better, smell better, I could feel things in ways that were beyond normal, et cetera; once I even remember thinking that I saw something in the room but it seemed like it was cloaked with something to make it invisible or almost invisible, and my eyes only briefly saw a movement of a partly cloaked (as in/meaning, hidden) figure, but I could only see a bit of the/this partly cloaked figure & it went completely invisible again & then something started to block and/or replace my thoughts & my memories as I tried to think about if something really was there in the room or not (like it wanted me to forget and/or not think about it and/or not know) & I wanted to get up but I could not, but I could move & I started to feel like it was putting me back to sleep again & so I tried to fight it/the feeling of being put back to sleep, but I went back to sleep again.
Most of the dreams & experiences that I had between waking and sleeping these/those many times have been blocked and/or forgotten and/or replaced with meaningless things, but I partly remember about three of the dreams, though I know that there were more dreams.
One dream was crazy and I was John F. Kennedy, and I had been taken to a facility where They (I am not sure who or what they were, I can not remember) were trying to Manipulate His/My Mind & Emotions, it was like a Mental Facility where you would expect An Intelligence Agency to be doing Mind Control Experiments at or something; it was like They were trying to Manipulate Him/Me, and if they failed, they would one day Kill Him/Me.
He/I tried to resist the Manipulations, They were messing with His/My Mind & Emotions, I can not remember much, but He/I were weakened by the/their constant attacks on His/My Mind & Emotions & Body, Et Cetera.
I remember only certain people (only a few) knowing that He/I had been taken away temporarily to this Facility, and it was dark & there were no windows, it was almost like we were underground; it was more like a Secret Intelligence Agency Prison or something, but He/I seemed to be the only Prisoner in the area that He/I was at.
I remember a scene where one of John F. Kennedy’s brothers, who knew that He/I had been taken, & he decided to try to fight for his brother’s/my freedom by talking to the few people who knew that his brother/I had been taken & he threatened to reveal some Secrets to the Public; he was warned not to speak out about what was/had happened to his brother/me or to reveal any Secrets, but he was going to do it anyway, and so I think that he was going to one day be killed too/as well.
Eventually, They let him/me go since They had failed to do whatever it was that They wanted to do to Him/Me, I think that He/I was President at the time, but I could be wrong; and They were going to one day kill Him/Me and His brother, probably since they had failed & they wanted to prevent us from revealing some of Their Secrets.
I had another dream with some people, who possibly were Intelligence Agents or something like that, who were underground in a secret secure place, and maybe something Big was happening on the surface, but I am not sure; and they seemed to be in a negative state of mind, and they talked about various things that were secrets/classified and things that I have never heard or read of before, conspiracy-like things, but from angles/points-of-views that I have never heard or read of/about before.
They seemed to feel bad for keeping certain things secret/classified from the public and they felt guilty about it, and so they were talking among themselves about various secret/classified things that they had kept hidden from the public; but I can not remember anything they talked about unfortunately, but it was all secret/classified information.
I had another dream about some disaster(s) that was/were going on and I was once again not myself in the dream, and the disaster(s) was/were effecting/affecting certain parts of the World at the same time but in different ways; and the dream followed a certain man as he/I(?) tried to help people, the man looked somewhat like Vin Diesel.
Some people were trying to help and lead people to safety during the disaster, He/I was one of these people, it was a big disaster, many people were dying; but He/I/We also were saving many people.
I remember a lot of water flooding on some parts of the World (it was a crazy/large amount of water), I remember melting Ice Caps on some parts of the World (which helped cause some of the water that was flooding some parts of the World I guess), I remember crumbling buildings & mountains on some parts of the World, et cetera (all of this was a major event or events that were/was affecting many parts of the World); He/I & the other Helpers/Protectors had to decided which parts of the World that we would try to help/protect first, because we could not help/protect all the World at the same time, because there were/was not enough of us to help/protect all the World at the same time & we each could only be in one place at a time. (this was difficult, knowing that you could only help save some people, but it was clear this event or events were too big for us to help everyone)
His/My plan was to help/protect one part of the World and then I would go to another part of the World to help/protect them, and so on.
In the dream I started helping/protecting one part of the World and then I went to another part of the World, I remember leading people through some of the danger zones as water was flooding certain areas, as some buildings & mountains were crumbling, et cetera; and I remember leading a group of people on/through the ledge of a mountain/building-like place, as water was flooding the land below on the first part of the World that I was helping/protecting and on the second part of the World that I was helping/protecting, there were Ice Caps melting. (this was an epic dream scene, that was amazing & strange, like nothing I have seen before)
After waking up to my various real world experiences and going back to sleep to various dreams, finally after a few hours, all of this craziness stopped; and I was finally able to get out of bed again, my bladder hurt & I felt like I had been drugged/tranquilized, and I had to use the bathroom very badly again.
Hey Flynn, at one point during all of this, when I was awake & when these experiences were still going on, I looked at the clock and once it said 3:31 AM (I think) and I know that it said 3:33 AM (I am sure about this one) at some/another point when I looked at the clock.
The experiences did not end until about 9:something AM, though I still feel a bit strange, like I had been drugged/tranquilized or something.
Also, the night before last, I woke up so suddenly from sleeping that I jumped up in bed; it was like I was snapped/brought back into the real world or something, and I could not find a reason for waking up so suddenly, and it scared me a bit, though/but I did/do not remember having a bad dream or anything.
And the last two or three nights, my body has not been waking up as usual to warn me to use the bathroom, and so my bladder hurts when I do wake up since it needs to be emptied.
All of this is strange to me, because I had a great day yesterday & things have gone better for me recently & I have not even been watching TV, and for all of this to happened last night is weird; the fear, the partial panic attack, the strange dreams, the strange waking experiences, et cetera.
I know that A Lot more happened but my memory is all messed up and/or Blocked and/or has been replaced with meaningless thoughts, and I feel a bit Strange, even now; maybe it was something I ate yesterday?
I feel weird, my mind feels a bit cloudy, and I feel like.. going.. back.. to.. sleep……
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